
Moms birthday is tomorrow and she would of been 62. Going to a small Hawaiian festival with Dad and her 2 sisters and we will spend some time there as she would of done so as well. She enjoyed going out to the community and then seeing all her friends....Oh my... I have had a rough few nights. I have been a bit more sad lately then the last few weeks. I think its something to do with the time getting farther away from her actual passing which is about 5 weeks now. Reality just sucks and its getting deeper in ..... Something will remind me of her and I will get happy and then lots of times very sad and then I get all emotional and cry...So some of time I try to put it out of my head so I don't cry and get upset and then I feel guilty for putting her out of my head... All these emotions and feelings are so new to me. Its still a roller coaster. I am doing my best though and I know she is watching over me. I miss her so much.
Hope your Friday is nice and your weekend nicer... big love to you all! XO Rad
3 comments:
Have a happy Friday and a good weekend! :)
celebrate your mom tommorow....I believe she will be there with you....on my moms bday, I go to her fav restaraunt and order her fav dish, makes me feel close to her;)
hugs
btw: That pic is HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHot!
I agree--Nick Youngquest is one of my faves
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