Fuck it all!!!!!
Sometimes your just in a fricken slump....I tried drinking and smoking lots of Mary Jane but it seems to be a short fix....A good fix but short...Its this damn combination of my shit job and quiting smoking and making sure I work out, there's a new leak in the roof, and and and and....I'm just overloaded...more like bombarded!!....I just want to take a week and go somewhere to relax and get away from it all you know? I need to go to a spa and get pampered- I need a good stress massage ---I don't want to be like so many others and go see the doc for some Zoloft--but....Oh well...as they say ---it should pass-- I hope so dammit!!! and soon!!!